I'm feeling kind of tired today - have you ever woke up and thought " I just want to cancel today"? well that's how I felt when the alarm went off at 7am.  I have had both the children now since Thursday of last week and my wife takes over this Friday when I'm due to start work for 4 days. So even though I'm not missing my wife at all as a partner - I do miss the support with the children. Still on a brighter note my wife  moves into her new place on Sunday so, even though I'm gonna miss the kids like mad, I think the 3 or 4 days that she has them each week will let me recharge my batteries:) It will be the first time in 8 years for James and 6 years for Georgia that I won't be seeing them every day so I'm a little sad about that, but the children seem OK with the situation and I do need a break. So today is a ME day - I'm gonna clean the house top to bottom - get all the laundry up to date - have a strum on my guitar and then sit in front of the PC with a cup of coffee.....and WHILST drinking my coffee I have a very important poem to write to a very special friend of mine who needs some poetic cheer and a few prayers at the moment.  OK - on with the apron and out with the duster  Tony