Hi my dear PEEPS! So glad to be 99% back to bad. ROFLOL OK, well at least the allergic reaction seems to be gone or at least going.See my Comp dr tomorrow for neck/upper back. Again, nothing he can "do" but keep me on meds. I get so frustrated but then again maybe I am just dumb in keeping thinking that sometime/something will "FIX" me. I keep hoping for the old me to be back.Do you guys still do that? Is that unacceptance or just refusal to quit? Hugs...
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Check out the 2nd part of my profile, Jackie, and then we can chat tomorrow! I\'m off to la la land. ((*_*))
I don\'t know if I will ever give up looking for what else is wrong with me. I feel like the harder I look the more I find but the less they can do...it is very frustrating. And meds oh I am sooooo tired of meds. This cannot be my life I cannot accept it. Hugs
OK, so I\'m not insane just determined. I get frustrated by not \"accepting\" but dog-gone-it how can I? I feel like the more drugs I try the worse become the stooooopid side effects. GEE WHIZ! You wonder if the med is supposed to cure you or kill you! GAG!
I went on to acceptance a long time ago. It still makes me angry, but I don\'t think there is a cure out there right now, so I try to get the doctor to treat the symptoms I am having at the moment. Like I am losing my legs..Arhhhhh!
I have a pity party then I get on with it the best I can.
Nan
Hmmmm, not even SURE HOW to begin to do the acceptance thing. God knows I wish I could. After today, which I will write about in my journal, I really really really want to hide in my closet! SHEEZ