Tuesday April 10
OK, must be wack as I have "lost" a day. ROFLOL Now, I am being very "NCP" according to dr. But I am so joyful and blessed that it concerns them. ROFLOL GET THIS, IF I CAN KEEP FROM LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY ENOUGH TO TYPE IT! ROFLOL ROFLOL ROFLOL
Now, I've been a "mess" medically since 2002 and I either am insane or as my mom says "a cock-eyed optimist"! ROFLOL I think the later. ANYHOO! Went to see reg Dr as after the ER on Thur nite didn't want red flagged or to go back to idiots.
Dr. told me if I'd take the meds I am supposed to I could "avoid" the pain cycle. Sure, babe. NOT. ANYWAY, I asked if there were something else available I could do, use, etc. She told me I am maxed out. I was so shocked I could've cried. Now here's what is so hysterically funny...ROFLOL I've been told repeatedly by the best that I'm maxed out and there is nothing left. It always shocks & surprises me. ROFLOL I could've cried when (again) I realized this is my life at 44 and I am on max drug treatment, max med treatment and the only thing left is either a bullet or a miracle. ROFLOL I don't mean to sound masochistic or anything but really, think of the hysterically irony....I AM SHOCKED AND DISAPPOINTED AGAIN BY THE SAME MESSAGE THAT I KEEP GETTING? ROFLOL ROFLOL OK, Alice, Wonderland is just around the corner. ROFLOL ROFLOL
Oh, it's just toooooo funny, ain't it? I'm either sloooooow or as mom says "a cock-eyed optimist"! ROFLOL
OK, so pain is at 8 but praise God, it ain't the drugs, honest, as I found out the hospital gave me meds for a dying cancer patient and it didn't touch the pain, it truly is the joy of the Lord!
I know that I will be totally pain free and I know that all things are possible and I know that I just have to be patient......You don't get gorgeous roses without thorns and manure for fertilizer. ROFLOL
Love & hugs to all my peeps and ain't ya glad that pain can't get my humor??? WHIPPPEEEE! I am joy filled and happiness is optional!
OK, must be wack as I have "lost" a day. ROFLOL Now, I am being very "NCP" according to dr. But I am so joyful and blessed that it concerns them. ROFLOL GET THIS, IF I CAN KEEP FROM LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY ENOUGH TO TYPE IT! ROFLOL ROFLOL ROFLOL
Now, I've been a "mess" medically since 2002 and I either am insane or as my mom says "a cock-eyed optimist"! ROFLOL I think the later. ANYHOO! Went to see reg Dr as after the ER on Thur nite didn't want red flagged or to go back to idiots.
Dr. told me if I'd take the meds I am supposed to I could "avoid" the pain cycle. Sure, babe. NOT. ANYWAY, I asked if there were something else available I could do, use, etc. She told me I am maxed out. I was so shocked I could've cried. Now here's what is so hysterically funny...ROFLOL I've been told repeatedly by the best that I'm maxed out and there is nothing left. It always shocks & surprises me. ROFLOL I could've cried when (again) I realized this is my life at 44 and I am on max drug treatment, max med treatment and the only thing left is either a bullet or a miracle. ROFLOL I don't mean to sound masochistic or anything but really, think of the hysterically irony....I AM SHOCKED AND DISAPPOINTED AGAIN BY THE SAME MESSAGE THAT I KEEP GETTING? ROFLOL ROFLOL OK, Alice, Wonderland is just around the corner. ROFLOL ROFLOL
Oh, it's just toooooo funny, ain't it? I'm either sloooooow or as mom says "a cock-eyed optimist"! ROFLOL
OK, so pain is at 8 but praise God, it ain't the drugs, honest, as I found out the hospital gave me meds for a dying cancer patient and it didn't touch the pain, it truly is the joy of the Lord!
I know that I will be totally pain free and I know that all things are possible and I know that I just have to be patient......You don't get gorgeous roses without thorns and manure for fertilizer. ROFLOL
Love & hugs to all my peeps and ain't ya glad that pain can't get my humor??? WHIPPPEEEE! I am joy filled and happiness is optional!
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you are the cutest thing ever! I have no sense of humor with my pain and i thought i use to be really funny. I think your pain is much worse than mine if your taking the max they can give you and you still feel pain! I take some ativan and it knocks me out for a few hours, but i hate when i have to do that. I dont like when i feel i\'ve wasted the day either, i got up got my son ready for school, my husband drove him to school and i went back to bed til 11am and didnt go out until i had to pick him up. it is a useless feeling i\'m sleeping like an 80 year old woman. talk to you soon. adelle
You are so deliteful I can hardly stand it. What do they have you my dear? I don\'t notice many drugs listed on your page. I have a whole pharmacy in my kitchen cabinet. Though none it seems to help much here. If I could mentally teleport any of mine to you I would, though like I said they don\'t help much at my worst. Instead I\'ll side as many positive vibes your way as I can, sunshine, rainbows, bunnies and all things cute, warm and fuzzy. Take care. Many ((HUGS)) Teresa
Dear Adelle --- You\'re thinking is all wrong. See, instead think of yourself as \"Sleeping Beauty\" waiting for your princes (hubby & son) to arrive. See....babe, it\'s all perspective. ROFLOL
TSK -- Me, been on so much that darn near killed me or made me want to kill (ROFLOL) that I\'m maxed out with my OTC\'s and 3 scripts. All are maxed. I\'m no fool, I know that a miracle is coming it is just the waiting on the arrival.....HUGS