Todat has been a bad day not only do I feel the pain from my still healing stomach now I have to contend with my monthly salary so I am in pain again have been since last night so not much sleep was had .  The pain is not able to be controlled by pain meds so I am using a heat pad a well which kinda helps so if this is going to be the new normal once a month now I will have to find a way to fix it . Also I have a check up with my ob tommorow so that will be fun  that's all for now .