I haven't been on DS for ages, I don't even know who is still on here and I doubt anyone will read this, but I feel a need to write though I have no idea what will come out. Basically I don't know how to keep going, it is too hard, I feel like all I do is try and fail. IP was agreed to be the best next step for me, on one hand I am totally terrified, on the other I wish I was going tomorrow because I've no idea how I will get through the next few weeks until I go...
I guess that is all I have to say
I'm just consumed by hopelessness, sadness and guilt...
I guess that is all I have to say
I'm just consumed by hopelessness, sadness and guilt...
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Hi there, I\'m reading this:) I\'m not on here very often myself, so fancy the coincidence that we bump into each other today!
So what\'s been going on that\'s caused you to spiral? Whatever it is, I\'m sure that when you\'re IP you\'ll be dealing with it all there. I\'m glad you have the opportunity to get intensive help, and a few week\'s wait will fly by fast, so hang in there! If your husband and family, and online friends are supportive, lean on them/us in the interim.
And please don\'t forget that you\'ve done we\'ll in the part in getting better, and you shall again I\'m sure. It\'s okay to relapse (we all seem to,) the important thing is that you LEARN from it and from your upcoming treatment, and move forward once again. XoXOx
Wow, the beautiful very married Want is back, yeah!!!!!!!
Sweetie, what is trying to consume you? What is IP? This is simply not fair!
Your a beautiful young woman, life is handing you a very hard hand to deal with! Is this a new demon or the old one rearing its ugly head again? Your friend, Eric
*done well in the past* not \"part\"