Well on wednesday i made it to 10 days of having 3 healthy meals a day. And i am still going. io am hoping that as time goes on it will get easier and become more routine. when i write about it on here, it sounds as if what i am doing is so simple, but as i am sure u can all understand. it is not. it is one of the hardest things i have ever done, but with everyday that i get through, i know i cant go back because i cant fight again and start this all over again. my next target is 17 days. (so next wednesday). im keeping busy which really helps, and have even eaten lunch out and i went to a friends for dinner, i hope the more i do these things the less anxious i will get and the more able i will be to live and function "normally".