I am just a complete mess right now, i dont know how to pull myself back, i dont think i can. i walked around for hours earlier, i wanted to burn calories and i needed space to think, i didnt find any answers though i just started feeling more lonely. i dont mean to sound sorry for myself, im not, i know its my fault, i know i did it and i know if it is ever gunna be fixed i have to fix it..... 

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Well that a good step atleast u know that u need to fix it but hun we all have rough days and it ok to feel sorry for yourself i wish i could have been on to be there for u.I know what u mean feeling lonely everyone always ask me how can u feel lonely u have such a big family , people r so stupid they dont get it but us u know what i mean,Feel better, u need me click to chat love u Em :)