Life Sucks

well this is a first for me, expressing my feelings so here goes.
Life for me even from a very young age was a struggle. I had a mother who spent most of her time at her mates houses rather than looking after me and my siblings. Had she of spent more time looking after me she would have realized i was being sexually abused on a regular basic. Eventually when i was 9 years old i was taken off my mum by social services and put into a children's home. I stayed there for the next 5 years of my life.
Life there was ok but it was not perfect. I began to self harm just after i moved in and that become my way of coping with life, i still do it now.
At 14 i went to live back home with my and things were ok, well until i turned 16 and she kicked me out for no reason.
That's when my life really went down hill