back to work....

so had to work the night shift...and it was about 1030 pm and had to start getting ready here kynlie was sleeping peacefully on my chest and i started thinking oh my goodness i have to get ready..mind you it has been since october 16th i let work...so just going back was out of routine? i guess...it just felt a little weird and knowing i was leaving my baby that has been with me since day one for 10 months...anyways...i started to cry and had a talk with myself that it will all be alright..its not like i work everyday...just 20 hrs a week...and so my husband called me at 4 this am at work and it was kynlies up time wide awake and he wanted to reassure me all i was good..so i do not have a way to get pictures to ya guys yet but i will some day update them....