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well I did a test on the 1st and it was negative..i was lying in bed previous days due to me being sick...sooo I got depressed and grieved...Monday morning came and I told myself to grow up and do it again....plus gabrielle was coming home to us because we have 50/50 custody and so I had to be strong and not let my daughter see me like that..all sad...she wants to be the only child by the way because over at her dads house she has 3 little siblings....so she is not the little baby over there and at our house she is my baby....and i love it! she will be 12 here soon and I am enjoying all the time with her...she still wants me to be in the bathroom with her as shes taking a bath....pretty soon she may not want me to.Anyways, My husband shed his tears and of course seeing that was soo SAD but I told him this journey will be lead by something that will be worth it! we will start clomid again here soon and RE wants me to try Dexamethasone Days 5-14 due to me having PCOS and it stopping the androgens during that time??? hmm..we will see....Thanks to all who have made their comments it sure helps we are not alone!