Tough day

Today is a very difficult day for me.  First its the anniversary of my husband's death, almost 5 months ago.  I've really learned to dislike Mondays, especially stormy ones.  At least today is sunny.  Today would also have been my 24th wedding anniversary.    I celebrated it by playing our song and dancing around the bedroom holding the urn with his ashes.  I wanted to be near him.    I've been dreading this day.  I've been doing so good lately but I knew how rough this would be.  I wasn't wrong.  Oh well.  I get to celebrate by getting my stitches out of my arm from my surgery.  I'm now the bionic woman with a plate and 3 screws holding my wrist together.  I never could do anything half way or the easy way.  I hope the xrays show that its healing well.  I'm looking most forward to the removable splint so I can take it off when it starts to bother me.  This weekend and last night it got so sweaty that I really couldn't stand it and the itching from the sutures is awful.