2:20 pm No wonder why I never make New Year's resolustions. I never keep them. I have talked to my ex already today. I am just so angry with him. He has made my life miserable for the last year and now I am going to take control of that and if it makes his life miserable, then so be it. I don't hope misery on him at all, but I think it is important for him to see the misery that me and my son have been through. I am going to do the things that I need to for my own well being, and if it makes things bad for him, then to bad so sad. He did everything to make himself happy no matter who it hurt, now I am going to do everything to make me and my son happy, no matter if he gets hurt. That is all there is to it.He called a few more times today and didn't answer, I sent him an email about his ex, I thought I saw her here in town. He said that he was wondering if our son could spend the night. I said no, he asked about tomorrow, I said, I don't know. But my answer is going to be no. He wants to be a single person, so he needs to go be a single persn.