10:55 amSo I am feeling really good about my life right now. I started taking my cuckoo meds again and I think that is helping alot. For depression. The only thing is that I haven't cried at all. Even when I think about how I miss my husband and how sad things are, I don't shed a single tear. I feel the pain and the hurt just as bad still, but I seem to be able to control my emotions so much more. I still get mad also. I just don't holler. I have been much more efficient at work and I have more energy also. I am loving it. Anyway, I am almost out of meds, I have about 4 days left. I don't have a current prescription and I don't have any money to see a doctor or to pay for meds anyway. My sister had some and an extra Rx so I am hoping that she can help me out again. At least until I can get back on it myself and pay for it myself.