10:45 am

I jsut wanted to give you all an update on how I am doing. I am excellent, as you can see on my smiley face. I have managed to heal from the separation and move on with my life. Yes there is someone else that I am interested, but that is not what put me in the position that I am in. This person and I have very little chance of seeing each other anytime soon, and there is only a friendship right now, but we have both decided to see were it goes.

I have been focusing on myself and on my son more often, and I am not letting what my STBX does control my life or my emotions anymore. WOW! This is the first time that I actually referred to him as my STBX. Usually I would still call him my husband, but even lately I have been just referring to him by his first name when having conversations with others. Proof that I have taken the steps to move on. I am going to be the one who gets all the paperwork completed and he is going to be paying for it. But since he has been stalling, I will be making sure it gets done as soon as possible. I need it to be, so that I can feel that I can truely move on with my life. Right now I am just letting God take the wheel and direct my life. Where he takes me, I will soon find out. I am open to where ever he sends me or places me, or if he keeps me here in the Springs. It is very exciting though knowing that God has wonderful plans for me.