So things really suck right now. My husband just hates me so much and nothing I do will prove anything to him. I am never going to be good enough for him. No matter how hard I work. I haven't been able to stop crying. I just miss him so much. I can't really handle this anymore. I am supposed to go to praise band practice and I don't even want to go, because I can't stop crying and I don't want eveyone at church to know that I am so messed up. But maybe I should go, it might make me feel better. I don't know, I think I am just going to go home. I am so tired...
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You should go tonight, it would make you feel better and take your mind off of things for a while and I am sure the people at your church would give you a big hug if you needed and I am sure they would pray with you if you wanted them to. Gettting out would be better then staying home and thinking about things and getting more upset. I know when i am feeling really blue I try to get and when I do it makes me feel better. Take care and I will keep you in my prayers.