I don't know what has gotten into me but I have started cleaning my house. I usually just lay around all day and do nothing.I cleaned out my daughters clothes and room. I washed several loads of laundry and folded and put away. I washed dishes. Made cupcakes. I cleaned off my entertainment center which had things thrown all over it.I haven't been out of the house in 5 days so I guess I finally got bored of doing nothing. I have started doing my "sweatin to the oldies" tape. I can make it only 15-20 min. but thats a start. I haven't lost any weight yet but I'm still going to keep eating and cutting back on what I eat.It will take a while to get it off and I'm willing to wait. I just have to be patient.I went online and applied for disability. My panic attacks are keepingme from working so I have decided to try for disability.I have to gather all the information from my doctors. I have forms to fill out but if I get it, it will be worth it. I don't expect to get it the first time so I will probably get a lawyer later on.I found out that I only have 4 more months to pay on my car and it will be mine. I should be able to pay it off with the unemployment money. Yeah!! I have been paying on it for 7 years. The last two with a reduced amount so the GMAC really worked with me.My daughter's birthday is in 2 wks so I have to get that ready. Today has actually been pretty good and I haven't been able to say that in months. Hopefully, things will keep getting better even if I do have the panic attacks and have to stay home. Who needs the outside world anyway. No offense to anyone.