Just an update.My household is sick. I went to the doctor and have sinus infection.  The doc gave me a nasal spray and when I looked it up on computer it have side effects connected with depression and I don't want to take. Will try for a few days I guess.  2 year old has crusty eyes in the mornings and eyes water. She and my son is on meds.Ken and I went to our first marriage counseling. The therapist said we were the typical couple having problems others have not to give up.  We had a fight last night and Ken left and came back late and I was sick taking care of sick kids.I just feel bad in general.  I started taking my regular depression meds at night and that has helped. Didn't work last week and haven't worked this week.Had interview Monday but haven't heard back from them. Probably won't get the job.Ken acts as if our credit card debt is just going to fade away. The longer we do nothing we more it costs us with late fees and finance charges.  He doesn't want to help.  I ask if we could refinance the house and he doesn't even want to try.I just had this kind of sinus infection in December and now again.  I feel my house is so dirty and don't feel like cleaning.  I get sick again and still don't want to clean.  I feel terrible inside and out.