I truly cannot believe that time has gone by like it has. I've tried to support my friends in this group but I always forget to journal. I am sorry about this. Am I forgiven? Anyways, I could write a book about things I've went through in a month but I'll just keep it short and say I had a really good session with my therapist today. I guess I sort of made a break through and I actually have some goals to work on. Its not all good though. I've gained 15 lbs from my neurontin in last 2 months so I stopped taking it. I don't like the Cymbalta either. I tried going off it cold turkey but awful awful effects so I'm on it after 3 days. Its so unlike me to have a good day. I am still unemployed and have no money and I'm having surgery tomorrow because of my menopause but for now I have high hopes.