I am feeling better right now. I have been sick with a sinus infection and feel better. Writing things in here helps me feel better too. I know I can make it another day. Thats the only way I know how to make it day by day. I hope people can relate to what I'm going through and I will try to support any one who needs me. I know I need it as my husband says "What do I have to be depressed about." He doesn't have to clue.