Monday Monday...................
Mondays I always feel better, the week starts with work......got a lot to do lately since I am on a new work project. I always feel like Mondays are when I can "start something"; start workout regimn, start new craft project, start whatever.......I had a long weekend of working and laying around......gotta find something that I can do alone that is fun....because I am seriously not in my friend loop right now.....
No one wants to hang with the girl who doesn't drink.....I am good for being the designated driver.......or for concerts or events.....but general hanging out.......not so much......Cest La Vie....they will catch up. Some of my friends are serious drinkers, and it can't end well. There is not much that ends well with drinking heavily.......bloated livers. Might need to find better group of friends who don't drink. Started making friends with a girl who doesn't drink also....so hopefully we will find some cool things to go do :)
I dunno, I am so confused right now.....I feel ants in my pants. Like something is brewing in the universe and I have to just hold tight to see what shakes out. I read a Horoscope ladies post and it sounds like it is going to be a nutty week....... So hanging on for dear life.
I had a vision of my future, it is so simple and feasible.....but for some reason....I am changing my mind. If it were any other Monday maybe I would start striving towards that goal. Gosh darnnit. Wish I didn't feel so outta sorts and funky monkey about my life and the overall direction. I guess in all reality I have to admit I just want to be in love and have a man in my life so I can create the dream together. A dream with no one in it feels so vague and empty.
Monday Monday.....la la la la la....every other day........well onward and upward. I guess have no where to go but up from here since I am feeling kinda outta sorts about the direction of my life, my friend circle, the only thing that feels really good is work (usually it is everything but work, so this is a first) :)
No one wants to hang with the girl who doesn't drink.....I am good for being the designated driver.......or for concerts or events.....but general hanging out.......not so much......Cest La Vie....they will catch up. Some of my friends are serious drinkers, and it can't end well. There is not much that ends well with drinking heavily.......bloated livers. Might need to find better group of friends who don't drink. Started making friends with a girl who doesn't drink also....so hopefully we will find some cool things to go do :)
I dunno, I am so confused right now.....I feel ants in my pants. Like something is brewing in the universe and I have to just hold tight to see what shakes out. I read a Horoscope ladies post and it sounds like it is going to be a nutty week....... So hanging on for dear life.
I had a vision of my future, it is so simple and feasible.....but for some reason....I am changing my mind. If it were any other Monday maybe I would start striving towards that goal. Gosh darnnit. Wish I didn't feel so outta sorts and funky monkey about my life and the overall direction. I guess in all reality I have to admit I just want to be in love and have a man in my life so I can create the dream together. A dream with no one in it feels so vague and empty.
Monday Monday.....la la la la la....every other day........well onward and upward. I guess have no where to go but up from here since I am feeling kinda outta sorts about the direction of my life, my friend circle, the only thing that feels really good is work (usually it is everything but work, so this is a first) :)
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Stay strong my friend all shall pass. Hugs
I have same issue where I gulp water while my friends drink... started going for painting classes on weekend... I go out with friends once in a while otherwise early to bed early to rise...