On Monday, I will be admitted to the hospital. My pdoc is gonna admit me because he said that I have to get at least  those last 3 ECT's done. They give them every Tuesday and every Friday. So, I will start early Tuesday morning. I think this is gonna be alright. I will not be home for Thanksgiving, but like I told Tommy, I'd rather be in the hospital for Thanksgiving than for Christmas. If I choose not to go then my doctor can "Baker Act"  me and that is a mandatory 3 days plus he can take me to court and have me committed for how ever long a judge says that I have to be there. So, on Moday I will be going to the hospital willingly...