just another day

it has been pretty quiet on the home front here. i found out this afternoon that i will be having jessie again for an undetermined amount of time. her dad did not know when he was going to be getting her back. i'm ok with raising her but this back and forth bullshit is for the birds. i wish he would just sign the papers over and let me raise her permanently. but no, he wont do that. it just hurts jessie so bad that he does this. just drops her off and doesn't come back until someone tells him that it looks bad for him not to have her. i have had her since her mom died 19 months ago. on and off... more on than off. sorry about the bitching but it helps to get it off my chest.