One day at a time

I am struggling with the sentence that was delivered yesterday of 58 years to my son.  I am so sad, and yet I feel helpless.  Where shall I turn.  to God?  No, I feel that he has let me down.  In the rooms they say "his will" not mine.  But yet, his will has set a path for my son that I am fearful for.  58 years in prison.  Are you serious.  His nieces and sister took part in sending him away  How can I even think of shedding my love to those that have betrayed me.  How will I ever survive this sadness.  Will my son be safe in his new world away from the world  How will he possiby survive after his father and I have left this earth and passed on.  His entire life is now gone and wasted.  I am so very very devastated by it all....