empty

Well its been a week since the last miscarriage. Going to the doctor on wed to make sure everything passed on its own and hopefully get some tests ordered. I feel so empty inside. Not just from the loss of the baby but just empty. Its so hard walking around pretending that nothing is wrong and that this didn't happen. I have to act normal and happy but its all fake! Things with my husband are not great either! After the first miscarriage he was so supportive and loving. But this time he has distanced himself since I showed hi m the positive test. I just feel so lonley, helpless, hopleles, sad, mad. And just plain empty.