emo

 
So I've been rather emo today.  Not quite sure why, but I think I am due to get my period in a week or so, so I think I am getting a bit of pms, just have felt rather drained and cranky today. Also been feeling like everything will not work out with anything I am wanting in life. So yeah sounds like pms to me. 
I got some fabric for the skirt pattern today in Wellington, with me driving there and back. I drove my mum crazy with finding the right fabric. In the end all I felt like doing was dying because I just felt so hopeless within myself. It gave me a whole lot of motorway driving though. Which I thought would be scary, but I did surprising well, my mum said I was just as good as her . So hopefully I will be just as good on the test in two weeks time that I will finally get my full Driver's License.
Doing well in that made my mood start to feel that much better, that and watching this romantic comedy called Leap Year, it tends to brighten my mood somewhat watching movies. And then of course coming on here to see the nice comment on my last journal entry from my boyfriend, and also getting a nice little message from him on Facebook. Made me feel very loved . 
 
Oh, and there was this yuck guy that rang our house twice. Joanna picked up the phone the first time when I was in the shower, so I hadn't a clue what it was about. So when I got out and heard the phone ringing and ringing, I couldn't understand why no one was picking up the phone. So I ran to pick it u thinking it was mum, because not many people ring for that long! I pick up the phone and say "Hi." and then they say: "Hi, I'd like to fuck you for money." I then hang up the phone. And Joanna asked me what he said, and I told her, and she told me had asked her the same thing and that was why she wasn't picking up the phone! Pure creepiness!