Today

To all my dear friends:       I am doing fine, I have been enjoying life. I have gone through one month with out medication, and I am happy to say the Lord is making me rejoice. No more sorrow no more feelings of life would be better off dead.         My son started eigth grade this year. A new beginning, as each new year comes we both can see a difference. And are glad for that. We can see a future now with out looking as the whole situation being a "oh poor me attitude." There is a future. Although we still are seeking, we know there will be bumps in the road. Chapters opened and chapters closed. I just wanted you all to know. It is better to keep the right attitude in place. Attitude is the key. If you choose to be gloomy than you will be gloomy. IF you choose to be joyful, then joyful you will be. Last night I watched for a few minutes a video of the first few days of Matt's life. harry was the narrator, and film guy. I did not cry but laugh my socks off. It brought great joy to me. I am glad we found it. Praise the Lord for this special gift. I am still trusting in the Lord for direction. I acknowledge him, and place it all on HIM.  My strength is weak but GOd's grace is so much more sufficent. Hope all is well with you!!!!!!!!!!! I love you all!!!!!!!!!!!