Not much to say today, No motivation today. But with good days and bad motivation just isn't there. I hope one day the energy will jump up and touch my toes. You know I am just so unmotivated. And I hate it. I just want to be able to sit or do the things I need to do. Oh well maybe one day I will accomplish it. I am so proud of my friends who are becoming more organized, I pray they rub off on me. I just get so excited seeing them get it done. Oh Lord why is that not me. Oh well what are you going to do. I have been at work now for two hours and nothen has really gotten accomplished. Oh this better change. This week for Matt is a big one: On friday night Matt will play lacrosse at the wings game during half time. The wings are a professional team. i am so excited for him. On Sat. matt will compete in  a math competition, I just get goose bumps thinking of it. I am so excited about these two advents. Of course I wish Harry was here to share in this excitement. I know he would be just as proud as me. Probally the bigger cheerleader, but he is my son. And I will be there to shout for him. I never went to a math competition before this should be an experience. I did ask a guy friend to go with me Friday night. He needs some male support. Today I am feeling GOod.