There are times when we get down. But today is a new day. A new day in christ So today I think thank GOd I am alive. I have another day to see that God loves me and wants me to call him Daddy. So why do I fret no need he is in control. So rejoice I say rejoice. Today is the funeral. And as I get ready to prepare myself to go. I thank God for being able to share some time with my uncle. And one thing I will always remember is that He loved to smile. So why should I cry. No need to cry or live in sin. GOd is in control. When Christ died on that cross he died for all. ANd with that all it meant me. WIth his blood my sins where washed free. And I had a savior in my life. 14 years ago I asked for a new relationship with Christ. At that time I did not know what cross or burens I would carry. But GOd reminds "I AM" and he is my strength. He wants to be your strength too. He doesn't want us to sit and mummble or cry with out calling him. I became a new creature. Praise the LOrd. And with that I will seek a new cleansing. TOday is a gift that he has given me. TO see the beuty that is all around. To show love and to comfort this family. I know I walked this funeral thing before for a reason. So now I must be there for them. My mom will be there in spirit. And I know she wants me to show love to her cousins. My dad and I are driving together and this may be a good time to spend some good quality time with good ol dad. It is a two hour dirve. So we will have time to share and reflect on life. GOd has a reason and I am so glad I am part of his plan. I know I am rambling on and on and maybe this doesn't make sense. But it is what I am feeling right now. Ps. Take note feelings change like a click of a button. Have a great weekend.