Okay Just wanted to add one more thing.Negative thoughtsWe all have them. And we all dwell on them. Why is that?? I ask. We think negatively and we don't see what is right in front of us. So with 2008 being a fresh year I would like to say lets put these thoughts away. Think on the positive. Set your thoughts on helping another. See the brighter lining of that silver cloud. It is there. When the thoughts come don't let despair get you down. Think of a fresh beginning, and try something new. Just a thought.
Replies
yes, when tackling a problem if what you are doing isnt working try anything different...
When my twins were little my son Kevin was not on medication and had a host of emotinal mental you name it issues...so people would say to me...how is it having twins....I would say...well Everyday I have a happy twin,,,,and everyday I have a sad one....I get to choose whether the sad one brings me down or the happy one lifts me up. My day today was ok, its the day my brother who passed would have been 48. I could really use him right now with all this sibling crap..but you know I will always miss him but I dream about him often enought to quench my hearts desire to be near him and that helps,,,,and even though often times i know he is dead in my dreams...I stilll am with him, and thats better than nothing. Being negative is part of being depressed and being depressed I think is part of grieving too, so as long as we dont spend all day every day loogglelollying in it, I think we will be fine....I often spend the late nights and early morning with my diary my time alone to grieve or whatever....
Court tomorrow,,,I hate court,,,,I swear Im takng antianxiety meds before I go...I pray for the result I worked so hard to get but if not then its not meant to be..and God has a better plan...I wont quit....