A new year, a new attitude. And that is what I want. Boy, does God have some sense of humor. Here I am praising the Lord and  then he chops off my health insurance. Well, I guess in some way this is a lesson for me.Not to fret for he will supply my needs. And right now I need health insurance. To get prescriptions filled. Hopefully we don't have any emergency before tues. Because the red tape will take to then. I can't take the money away from the bill money. So I will Just trust the Lord will take care of it all. I keep reminding myself that I can not stress over this. This health thing really gets to me. Because when Harry was alive I never had to worry over this. Never had to worry about getting prescriptions filled or picked up at the doctors. He did this. It was one of those little things he took care of. After a year half, you would think that I would be able to accomplish this little thing. But I sometimes forget all about it. Oh well, may be next year at this time I will handle it better. No need to complain. So trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. May this become reality in my life.