today is a bad day. ANd I really hate coming out and saying that being that is friday. I thought fridays were suppose to be TGIF. But for some odd reason, my brain is racing and I just want to crawl into bed put the covers over my head. But that is not the case crazy things are happening at work. And my evil twin came out today. Her name is Irene and boy is she a nasty person. When she comes out people are so shocked. I am completly different. I am yelling and screaming and being this horrible boss. I hope that Irene will go away. I am just so full of lonliness today. I am feeling like there is no purpose. But there is and I know that deep in my heart. I hate bad days. Maybe bad days were suppose to make some type of impact. I just can't seem to understand it all. God is good. When days are blueAnd the eyes are crying And the world is spinningWill we turn to travel. Or hide under the rock And let the blues continue to goHelp me. to stay strong Help me to become filled with joy.
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I have felt like you do many times and I am sorry that this is a bad day. A bad day and a bad person are two different concepts. Good will come in it\'s time.
Eileen,
I understand your day today and its okay to have them and let them pass over.
I lost my husband june 3rd 2006 seems like yesterday to me.What lead up to his death was unexpected.I have had to pick up my peices and move on.I didnt want to but life press\'s on.
Maybe one day I will have time to tell you how god worked in my life even through my husbands death.
I couldnt see it as much then but I sure do now.
Iam here to help if you need a friend to talk to.I have time to listen and more then understand your feelings.
Find something to do or some where to go that would make you feel better.Its a slow process to heal from our pain but it can get better.There are many purposes for what happened and for you and I still being here eileen.Hold fast to your faith your going to make it through.
God bless you!
I understand your day also and sorry your having one of these, I think everyone has bad days, and some have evil twins that like to show up I have one also but don\'t know if everyone does.. I hope your bad days are few and you can have better ones soon.. I know My sunday will be an ultimate bad day but Im hoping tomarrow can be a good one..keep looking up, good days are on the horizon..
I feel the same way today.. SUCKS!! feel useless , lonely, wanting to meet someone just to go out and have dinner, a drink , a walk anything.. Sigh**
I feel your pain today. Today has been hard on me as well. Many hugs to you my friend. Sometimes we just need to hold fast to God and to those here that love us. I love you friend.
If we never had bad days we would never have good days, we wouldnt be able to notice the difference, it would just be another day, and how boring is that. Hang in there hunny, we are all here for you xx