Just feeling numb inside just got back from the house. Over 60 people were there. I just couldn't stay. I sat there and hug her and told I am praying for you and I am here. What ever they need. I realized that God wants me there when everything is said and done. And that is what I am going to do. I am just numb. They have so much plans, and so much heartache. But are surrended by people. So when it is done. I will go and spend time with them. Help them in what ever way I can. mike was an awesome kid. And I just so believe that is a reflection of his parents. His servent spirit will live on because of the legency he gave to those who were around him. And who knows maybe someone will come to know the Lord through this. SO for now I am going to climb in my bed and pray for it all. thanks to all of you for caring. Eileen