In just a few short minutes I will be leaving to go have dinner with my father in law and sister in law. For he turns 81 today. Dragging myself to it because I really don't know what I feel like doing. Trying to stay focus. It was a very rough day. And it didn't end on a good note. But trust me I will be on this site all week. Because the boy is gone. So If you want to chat. Just drop me a line.
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So how did the dinner go? I know it\'s hard when our kids are at camp...I should say, I knew it was hard as she hasn\'t gone back to Girl Scout camp since John died...I don\'t know why, but she refuses to go. I kinda have to admit...I am glad she doesn\'t want to, but I will never say that out loud to her, as this is her decision.
I have days when depression hits harder than others, and with your son gone for a week, I think it scares you, as it is the first time you have had any length of time to be alone. I have faith that you will make it through...I am here off and on, so you know where I am. Love and Hugs to you, Kat