Had to write because I just sitting here thinking. Can't seem to concentrate on anything. But that is how it goes. If you know what I mean. I am feeling better at least the heaviness has disappeared. So here I sit chatting to nothen. Is today a new day of new beginning. Oh how I truely hope so. Going to church tonight to work on the bulletin boards. Don't really feel like it. But it needs to be done. So If the time clock would move faster I would be happy., But whatch pot never boils if you know what I mean.