Ok, all I can do right now is laugh. Laughter is good medicine. When we laugh, our faces change from frowns to smile. I am sitting here laughing thinking well I am just so funny. Funny looking, as a fact. Full of life, and full of laughter. Hee hee, oh boy my life is funny. I am 40 year old widdow, who doesn't even know if she coming or going. But wants to jump on skateboard, and ride it down the hill. Now I know I can think of that picture and laugh. The skateboard might crack, and I may go flieing. But hopefully I will land in the hay pile at the end. Ok, so I have lost it. I just can't do anything but laugh. My sister in law just told me my mother in law is sitting in her room acting like a one year old. And she has no clue who my sister in law is or who my father in law. she is rocking back forth. Oh Lord why do you keep her alive??????????? For some reason I suspect. Been going down hill for 12 years. So if this is the end I am ready.I superwomen, ready to fight the world. With a beam of light I fly through the air. Saying "bring it on" I am ready. I am woman hear me roar. Oh how funny are these sayings. Ok, maybe I am a bit delusional. But I am feeling good. And know laughter has something to do with it.