Today June 11, 2007Today is the one year anniv. That I lost my dear precious husband. I have so much To say. But I don't know how to begin. First, It seems that the year flew by, and can't believe the day is finally here. I showed up at the grave at the exact time he passed 10:35 am. I did not plan this. But it all work out that way. I miss him so much, and I wish I could just hold him. And tell him how special he was for me. I know he is a lot better off in heaven then living in pain here with me. SO I have that comfort, I have the memories of the time we shared. The love he taught me, and a son who reminds me each day of the precious time we shared together.
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I know its a tough day but you\'ve finally made it through all of those painful one year anniversaries. Things will begin to get better from here. You are still in my prayers.
Having just gone through my 1year anniv, I really feel for you today. Do you also find yourself in a bit of a daze, with jumbled thoughts and memories racing through your mind? May the precious times of your beautiful marriage help you soar above the pain and may God be extra near to you and your son today, Eileen. In my thoughts and prayers, always. Lots of love, Adele