Before I lay my head down to sleep. i wanted to write and express my thanks to my ds family. Yes, you feel like my family. I feel I can tell you anything that is going on in my mixed up life.
But it is not mixed up, just change. I feel stronger today. And I am just so amazed at how I am feeling, I just want to climb the mountain top if you know what I mean. And I will. Where ever it takes me I will go. A little scared but I am ready to take that plunge. I haven't broken down crying today. And that is good thing. I am asking a lot of why???? what if??? But no answers are coming. So, tomorrow I am going to take one step at a time. And try not to fall. Thanks again. Sweet dreams.