God is good, and that is how I want to start out today. I miss my mom very much today. my Dad is throwing me a surprise party in two hours. I always find out about surprises. For my baby shower I was an hour late because I wanted to surprise them. Harry was not happy that I went to work that morning, but it was a good excuse. And my employees kept trying to kick me out of the store. And I took my good old time doing the paperwork. I won't be late today. Because my dad is really trying. Birthdays were always mom's thing. So he just doesn't know how to do it. It is thought that counts right.
Today, I feel God's prescence. He is so beautiful. I am very blessed that I know my savior. It burdens my heart to see the people around me so lossed. Today, I visited with a few people. They are so hard, and so for the enemy. It broke heart. The neighbor needs the Lord. I can just imagine how Paul felt when he went out to tell others. Sometimes after visitation my heart is so sad. Because I don't know what I would do if I didn't have the Lord with me, by myside as I grieve the loss of my husband. My husband was an awesome guy. he cared about his family. He cried at night for nieces and nephews that don't know the Lord. His nephew prayed and asked the lord to save him at the funeral. Oh what rejoicing I am sure he was doing in heaven. Now I pray that Dennis will meet others who know the Lord.
I am in one of those moods as you can all see. I just see God's goodness around me. And I have to speak it. To all of you have a wonderful day.
Today, I feel God's prescence. He is so beautiful. I am very blessed that I know my savior. It burdens my heart to see the people around me so lossed. Today, I visited with a few people. They are so hard, and so for the enemy. It broke heart. The neighbor needs the Lord. I can just imagine how Paul felt when he went out to tell others. Sometimes after visitation my heart is so sad. Because I don't know what I would do if I didn't have the Lord with me, by myside as I grieve the loss of my husband. My husband was an awesome guy. he cared about his family. He cried at night for nieces and nephews that don't know the Lord. His nephew prayed and asked the lord to save him at the funeral. Oh what rejoicing I am sure he was doing in heaven. Now I pray that Dennis will meet others who know the Lord.
I am in one of those moods as you can all see. I just see God's goodness around me. And I have to speak it. To all of you have a wonderful day.
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Hi Eileen, Yes God is so good. Thank you for your comment, my mom I know is in a better place and she trusted The Lord Jesus with her soul. I did pull some of the weeds today and I will pull some out tomorrow, my mama suffered so near the end, we thought she was going to die almost daily since 2001 when she had surgery on the vein in her neck. I have spent almost every night for the last 6 years at her house from between 3 and 6 till 11 or midnight. I have a very understanding husband who loves the Lord too, his mom lived with us until July last year, now she lives in a beautiful assisted living facility. She was with us for 5 years too, my husband stayed with her while I went down to my mom and dads every night to help my twin sister take care of mama and daddy. I HAVE A BIG VOID IN MY LIFE but The Lord is filling it up and mending my heart, at least at the moment . I feel blessed that you cared enough to comment. I read your Journal and pray for you everyday even tho you may not hear much from me. It is very hard for me to relate my feelings but this does help. God Bless you and me too. In Christ, Nancy
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! HAVE A SUPER BLESSED DAY!!!!