Ok, Ok, so my emotional roller coaster is up then down. But at this time I am flying high on The Lord goodness to me. Although, I may cry and feel the world is caving in, and I will not surrive another day with out Harry. Well, that is just what the enemy thinks. It is not all about that. We are left here for another reason. SOmetimes I get a glimpse of that and sometimes I see a shadow in the grass. Although we can be angry, sad, and definitly confused. We are here to continue to live, love and laugh. SO why today do I laugh with joy down in my heart. Because my husband loved me, I have wonderful memories, that I can treasure, today and tomorrow, and years to come. My son and I will get through this journey. And maybe some day the Lord will use it somehow in someone else's life. I am so thankful for it all. To my friends who are having a day of sorrow, please know I hold each and everyone in my heart and prayers. I know the healing began when I let you in my life. Thanks to my ds friends. Although we never met in person, I know you are here with me on this journey.