13 days til christmas. Can't I stop time for one day. There is not enough time in the day. I have two cars and both cars are in the need of repairs. Harry always took care of this Oh I hate my life. I wish I could change things, or have the energy to do something. Please Lord help me and give me the strength to move on.
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I had to write and say Life stinks. I have two cars pay insurance on both, and pay payments every month. I worked out to go christmas shopping after work and I can\'t even do that. I hate this life. I don\'t know what to do!!!
I just want to scream. So here I am screaming. I DON\'T WANT TO LIVE THIS WAY ANY MORE. I WANT TO FEEL ALIVE. I DON\'T WANT TO FEEL HELPLESSLY WANDERING AROUND IN THIS WORLD. I FEEL LIKE I AM A FAILURE TO MY SON. WHO IS SO FINE WITH ALL THIS, KNOWING HIS FATHER IS IN HEAVEN. I am not mad nor angry, over Harry being gone. I just feel so helpless. I don\'t want christmas to come. I want time to stop. I work and I work and i am there right now and all I can do is cry. I want it stop.