01/08/2008Things have been better. Rocky roads with the testing and limits of the step teen daughter, but husband handled things pretty well.  Which in return have made home life manageable.  The daughter not resisting as much, knocking on wood, I hope things have turned around. My only obstacle is the anxiety ,out of the blue, that i think developed since the incident. Thats how devestated and shocked I was.  I am working on myself , trying to make sure I treat myself well, feel good about myself ,develop and keep friendships so that my world is not revolved around my husband/  Ultimately regain my complete self esteem and pride.