So tired

Sorry if i am not on as much as i used to be.  After my surgery last march i spent a good deal of time recovering.  All my doctors have had good things to say about my condition but frankly i don't feel it.  First off my digestive systems doesn't work still.  I have again been back to the hospital three times in the last month.  Also i am so tired.  Its all i can do to keep myself going at times.  Most of the time i just want to sleep.  Life also decided to step in and add a few more challenges for me.  I now have to deal with seisures and not to mention fluctuating diebetic issues.  To add to it all we have a 7 year old with ODD.  He really runs us through our paces and its a contant battle with him day in and day out without any let ups.  I work full time agian on top of it all so as it stands right now i get no breaks period.  I don't even get the luxury of a peaceful nights sleep....ever.  I feel like i'm ready to fall apart here.  When will it all end.  All i want is somewhat of a normal life but as it stands right now My wife and I are slowly sinking into a dark pit of despair.  At least let me be able to eat a cheese burger and some fries while i'm going down.