Lost

I'm so sad and lonely. I wake up crying. Never felt this alone before. My step daughter has decided,  since we had a disagreement,  that I can no longer be grandma. I'm not invited to "my grand daughters 1st bday. And probably won't be called when she gives birth to the one she's carrying now. That hurts a lot. I was watching that little girl every day. And when I couldn't do it all day, every day anymore. ..well I haven't seen the baby since. Oh well. Guess I'll just wait for one of my kids v to make me a grandma.