Just Another Day

Kind of a la-di-da day. Nothing special happening today. But. I heard something that made a lot of sense when used in reference to a person.  "They're putting too much pressure on a structure that wasn't up to code to begin with.". Well, I am that person.
  I've always known I was different and I've always been lonely.....some of us are just that way I guess.
  I saw the movie "Inside Out" by Pixar.......Loved It...So Funny. Quite an insiteful film as to the human psychi.   I lost my "Joy" somewhere along the line. Sometimes she starts to rise up, but them someone smash's her back down. I have to find her again somehow.
 And I have to help my son find his "Joy" again as well. Something has happened to him  He's not happy . That's why he's not functional. If he doesn't go out and make friends or get work or anything at all then there is a problem. I don't know how to fix his problem. I'm a mess, how do I fix him? This is insane!!
L8tr