Stuck
Having one of my bad days. Iwas cussed out by my son yesterday over nothing. My other son is bipolar, so he gets snappy. Anyway, those ghings have thrown me into the "Freeze Zone". I am feeling like nothing I do matters. Like I don't matter. It's frustrating.
Maybe its best if I just write the day off...I think I will take a bath and read. Then crawl into bed with ice cream & xanax...lol. Make it an early night. That way I won't have to feel like crap. I can dream that I am somewhere else. Which I actually do, a lot.
L8tr
Maybe its best if I just write the day off...I think I will take a bath and read. Then crawl into bed with ice cream & xanax...lol. Make it an early night. That way I won't have to feel like crap. I can dream that I am somewhere else. Which I actually do, a lot.
L8tr
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Today is hard!! My son staysin his room all day. Dad just sits Iin his chair and sleeps. It\'s like living in a tomb. I can\'t stand this staying at home bull. Neither one of them got up before noon...this is crazy. I\'m going nuts!
Sorry you are having a tough day! Can you leave the house? Even to just go for a walk - or sit somewhere outside?
I wish I could read when I am having a bath - but I seem to get the book all soggy and then can\'t read it anyway.
IceCream sounds good to me on this hot, humid day!!! I sometimes daydream that I am 17 again and how my life would be different knowing what I do now.
Hope your week gets better.
Yes, I leave the house as much as I can. It\'s awful to have to leave your own home to feel decent. Your suppose to feel safe at home. I don\'t , I can\'t stand living here. I want to run away but I can\'t. I go outside a lot too , it helps. Thank you, I\'m hoping one day it gets better. I just keep praying.