Doc... I had went on a crazy roller coaster of emotions for a long time and sometimes still do but it is getting much better... I have always considered myself a happy person and one thing that really does give me joy is helping others..and giving them joy.....as I started to come out of my grief cocoon I found myself turning to people that didn\'t have a clue of how bad I hurt inside and running from those that did. When I stopped that and put my shaky self on a journey of discovering myself I found that I needed to treat myself like I treat others....I am finding joy and happiness in taking care of me....wishing you better days ahead
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Doc... I had went on a crazy roller coaster of emotions for a long time and sometimes still do but it is getting much better... I have always considered myself a happy person and one thing that really does give me joy is helping others..and giving them joy.....as I started to come out of my grief cocoon I found myself turning to people that didn\'t have a clue of how bad I hurt inside and running from those that did. When I stopped that and put my shaky self on a journey of discovering myself I found that I needed to treat myself like I treat others....I am finding joy and happiness in taking care of me....wishing you better days ahead