SAD!!

I am feeling SO SAD today. I miss my brother so very much!! I still cannot believe he is really gone. I WANT TO TALK TO HIM AGAIN. I WANT TO HUG HIM AGAIN. I WANT TO GIVE HIM A GREAT BIG KISS AGAIN. I WANT HIM TO BE ALIVE AND WITH ME.Why???? Why are you not here!! It hurts so bad!! I LOVE MY BROTHER SO VERY MUCH!!!!