I'm having a pretty bad day. I usually try to think of other things to keep my mind busy. I've actually had a pretty good month, I think I've only cried once this month. At times I feel silly because my mom passed away in 2001. It will be 6yrs this year! I cannot believe so much time has passed. I'm about to get married next month and I don't think I'm going to have to try really hard not to break down. At times I feel like I'm doing good but then I find myself right back feeling angry,sad, and lonely. I'm hoping I can find some sort of closure,understanding, or just some sort of relief from here. I really wish my mom was here with me.