Today

I"m having a bad day today.  I had been doing better the last couple days, but now all I want to do is cry.  I think I'm sad because I want to feel better and thought I would by now, but I don't.  This makes me sad.  I hope this funk goes away.  I've never felt this way for this long.  I've usually snapped out of it.  This is the first time I've had depression to go with my anxiety, so I think that is the problem.  In the past, I'd have anxiety for a few weeks and then would snap out of it.  This depression thing really sucks!  I'm also stuck with the thought that I will not get any better.  I know I will, but the thought and feeling are still there.