hurt

If I could write a thousand words I'd tell you I'm not ok.
If I could tell of the hurt inside do you think it'd all go away?
If I could speak for just a little while I'd tell you my little secret,
but I know that from the past few leaks that you'd find it hard to keep it.
If I could just find someone to trust some one to kiss these scars,
then would the pain be swept away or would they retreat to mars?
I know that harm can be scary for some but its just a way of coping,
but I know that those around would never understand and i'd end upwith a dopeing
If there is someone out there who will hold me when I cry,
who would see my cuts and realise that its not some way to die,
then please oh please then come to me and hold me in your arms,
the one thing i can't promise though is that i'd stop these harms.
I need a friend someone to trust who won't just run away,
who won't use me, abuse me or hurt me in a purposeful way...
come find me......